The Divided Heart

Jealousy is the biggest weed of my heart.

It's so hard for me to pull it out.

Let's Talk About Feelings

Love really sucks. I hate all these "feelings" and "emotions" I have. They're nothing but trouble.

While I was trying to study at gateway today I was so frustrated with everybody that I acted like a total bitch. I'm just REALLY struggling with nearly everybody in KCCC right now. I even yelled at a couple people because I was so angry. I just hate the STUPID rules that I REALLY don't agree with and I'm seriously considering leaving the ministry sometime VERY soon.

I feel like I'm being condemned for nothing!!!

I seriously thought I put all my feelings the past.

I guess it was naive of me to think I would be able to forget so quickly...

Feel Better

I hope you feel better soon!

화이팅~!!

Let's Eat

I woke up at 5 in the morning today to make 김밥 for my secret angel. I hope he enjoyed it because I spent a lot of time to make it!

Sarang E-College

I went to Sarang's E-college service today and I really really really liked it. I've been looking for a new church for a while and I think I've finally found one I can settle down in.

I felt as though I wasn't really growing at my old church so I did some research here and there and figured I'd try Sarang out. I was really nervous because I've never ever been to another church besides OMC so I was literally hyperventilating while driving to the church. But everything turned out to be fine.

I'm really excited to start this new chapter in my spiritual life. :)