Let's Talk About Feelings

Love really sucks. I hate all these "feelings" and "emotions" I have. They're nothing but trouble.

While I was trying to study at gateway today I was so frustrated with everybody that I acted like a total bitch. I'm just REALLY struggling with nearly everybody in KCCC right now. I even yelled at a couple people because I was so angry. I just hate the STUPID rules that I REALLY don't agree with and I'm seriously considering leaving the ministry sometime VERY soon.

I feel like I'm being condemned for nothing!!!

I seriously thought I put all my feelings the past.

I guess it was naive of me to think I would be able to forget so quickly...